Am blood sugar: ? Current Weight: 215
So I was asked the other day and then again today "how are things going?" Well, I suppose probably bad, since I don't have a finger poke for this morning, I'm eating chocolate ice cream and had fast food for lunch. I suppose I got busy, lazy, tired and discourage and then stopped caring. Don't get me wrong, I haven't been eating "everything" in sight, but I also haven't been planning our meals or being extra careful. I also have stopped my meds because they were making me crash and that wasn't good for the kids. I can't be driving or whatever with two small children and keep crashing like I was. It was getting to be too much. I definitely didn't take them with Chris out of state last week. Too risky. I have a different med that I'm going to try. I suppose I'll start tomorrow morning and see how it makes me feel.
For now, that's all I got. Sorry for not keeping up with it. It's just when things turn for the bad, I get depressed and pretty much shut down and just try to make it from one moment to the next. For now, both kids are asleep and I'm going to take a nap as well.
